If you are reading this I appreciate you actually taking your time to. This is just a free write biography of me. I up grew in New York … I only have one sibling and she is twenty one years old. I love my sister, I miss her a lot. She means the world to me, she’s my number one best friend and role model. She’s in college in a different state, so we don’t see each other that often. When I was younger, I had bad issues. It still haunts me today. I lived in Atlanta for a while and it was a nightmare. In school, I tried to fit in but I couldn’t. In every grade, I made a best friend which I appreciate. But some people were so mean it was almost like bullying. It didn’t even help that I had family issues at home either. One flashback was when I was at least five years old and I could hear my parents viciously fighting. It was so bad that the police came. Another flash back was when they were fighting again and my sister and I were sitting on the steps watching. When I entered middle school, that’s when my relationship changed with my mother. That’s when I decided that she’s not my mother, she’s some stranger. Side note, my dad wasn’t living with me in Atlanta he was in New York. When my dad visited, always issues. My mom would bring her boyfriend home all the time at the house and made him sleep on the bed my dad sleeps on. Which is horrible. She always put him first before her own daughters. One time she even looked me in the eye and said “you’re not my blood”. Well I don’t know what kind of mother would ever say that… Which that video replays in my head and I can’t help it. I currently live with my dad back in New York. My dad is the most loving, generous person but of course he gets on my nerves. He’s a mom and a dad put together. Believe me when I say I was insecure when I was younger, I was insecure. At a young age because girls all around me would be dating and stuff like at third grade and I would not. People would tease me about how “soft” I am and tease me about anything they can. I’m not soft because I show emotion. I’m glad those days are gone. I’m tired of seeing old friends from Atlanta, this is the main reason I deactivated my Facebook. I love interacting socially with people but I just want them erased out. I want my life to be positive not negative. I used to be annoying too, I used to not be myself. Because I didn’t know how to. Now, in high school I feel like a brand new person. I get called pretty by random people in the hallway. It’s amazing how it goes from someone tormenting me to someone whispering “she is so pretty”. It is actually a blessing to grow up more. And live a different life. I am more independent, I take myself to school by myself. Do things by myself, but even though my dad tries to interfere with that. I’m nicer to people at all times. I respect everyone too. And you’re probably wondering why I don’t post pictures of myself on my blog. That is a good question, but I just want to save that for later. It’s not like I’ll never upload anything, I’m not that photogenic. You’ll see me sooner or later. I love my school even though some people complain about it. Yes, I go to an all girls school. It’s tough because you crave guys more and it might turn you into a hoe. But I’ll keep my cool. I hope no one from my school is reading this cause that’s awkward and they do follow me. Oh and I’m an easy person to talk to. Ask everyone thats around me, I am actually nice. But I get annoyed easily. Basically, this biography was just remembering my past and accepting my future. I will be positive every single day, and I will never forget the images though. It still haunts me but it’s changed. I tried to make this not sound dramatic and corny, hope you read this.
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